It is cold and rainy today. Not something that is good for me when it comes to sleeping. But it could be worse, it could be snow. From what I can see from the weather reports the warmer nights have come to an end. It will be getting very cold this week. Great! I guess the shelter is in my future this week. A few nights it is going to be in the low 20's and that I can't really handle. Especially since the hours for stores and things have gone back to normal now that Christmas is over.
I really hate the shelters. But I am going to see which church they are using for operation hypothermia this week and maybe that work better for me. Either way, I will need to find a warmer place to stay at least two nights this week. Tomorrow night being one of them.
I won't have much money for at least two weeks because my next paycheck is going to be something to laugh at not live on. I am not sure it will cover my monthly expenses. Which means I have to dip into my stash. Which I hate doing because that just prolongs my homelessness. But what else can I do?
This is my life, so there is no point getting myself all worked up over it. But I really can't wait for this to be over with. I have had a enough. I get emails from people saying how strong I am and things like that. I don't see that. I am just surviving and dealing with the options that I have.
I have enough food so that is good news. I will take that this week.