Oh, what a day. I can't find my cell phone charger. I know where I left it, but when I called to ask if it was there, they couldn't find it. I got caught in this huge rain storm and I am soaking wet, and I went and bought a new phone charger and it isn't charging. The phone is totally dead too. I don't like sleeping without the phone in case of an emergency. I get really mad at myself when these things happen.
I am normally very organized and very methodical. Not anymore, and it just makes me crazy. I can't find my hairbrush. How do you lose something when you live in a car? I also misplaced my bus pass a few weeks ago. I did find it eventually, but had to buy a new one for the days I couldn't find it. When I have to spend money on stupid things like this I get very upset with myself.
Oh, well there is nothing I can do about the phone until tomorrow. Getting caught in the rainstorm threw off my schedule so I can't make it back to the store where I bought the charger. I will take care of that in the morning before I go to work. The truth is I sleep so soundly now, that quite honestly someone could have a live band outside my car I probably wouldn't hear it. I guess exhaustion will do that to you.
The truth is we humans have an amazing capacity to adapt. I suppose that is how we have lasted on the planet as long as we have. When other species can't adapt they disappear. That is what I have done, I have adapted to my current situation in order to survive it. I don't like it much, but I have found a way to get through it so I can reach the other side.
I hope all is well with you, and have a good night.